She tried to hold the milk bottle (gao gao niah)

Rachel, I can't believe that, my dearest little girl wanna to take up the challege on holding her 3~4 oz milk bottle when get feeding.This show that she been trying to be independent, as she can take that by her own soon. I guess i have needn't to worry about feeding you in near future, you have been showing that to me or you just worry people will take off your bottle??? I guess, this must be the 2nd option, as you showed that you are a champion on getting those milk done, till miimii need to worry about you will be running out of your milk powder. No matter how, you are being good and growing well, take those milk as you can but don't be too full that wasn't good too. Love you!

Night shift in early November

Been apart from my dearest baby since early Oct, I been schedule to back to her on early November as that time she will about a month old.

I heard a lot of the baby sitting duties wasn't easy for her from my wife. Due to she awake frequently on night time, i guess she must have a serious jet leg...

I do promise my wife and her family that i will like to take that challenge on the early week of November to take over this responsibilities and let them have some good rest for a week.

Here i came to perform my sincere duty as a good father taking care of my dearest daughter... you know what... this duty is just tough compare to what i am expecting...

Her timing on getting the milk wasn't perfectly accurate... now i know reason why her grandma name her nick name as 'little alarm'.

That was my very real close approached with her, actually i kind like enjoy the whole process in taking care of her, as she been to cute to me, and she wasn't care who you are and she want it on her way, totally no tolerate on that... time for feeding make sure you do it fast on getting the milk for her, when she get wet after pee2 then shall change the napkin ASAP...

How to explain that un-torelate moment with her, but all you feel like really pleasing her...
I guess that is so call 'unconditional love' from a parent.

Back on ealry Oct 07

When i re flash back on early Oct, which i been away from wife since July, and we been chatting and calls, to known each others live since been apart.



My wife she have to back to home town to make some settle down on getting ready herself on giving birth for her first baby.



She really strong to my understanding as she really Independence and that her character's i been know as far we been together, so i not really have to worries about her, with that she plan her own on visiting doctor, get really some baby stuffs clothing, baby lotion...etc a lot of tiny thing which she can think off as first time to be mom...



I been promise her to accompany her to visit doctor to get better understanding to the actually deliver due date as i really need that plan the leaves with superior, as my current jobs was really tight up.



She really gain a lot of weight and really gone through those pregnancy women need to experience on, body weight double up front her existing slim cut body and the swollen all over here body including her face, that really hard to recognise her especially in the morning..hehe that was really bad experience for her.



Actually she undergoing with at symptom call Precalmsia in medical term of view, the funny is the doctor wasn't aware on that, till her last check in on 1st Oct then doctor tell us said need to deliver that baby on next day, due to above symptom.



what a jokes to me & my wife, we been laugh to each others when listen that, this now even when to hear about the words ' you have to trust my professional'

when you have your first baby

To my lovely Rachel & Angie;

This blogger basically want to express my feeling on very first time being parenthood, why make me write this blog basically because on Rachel Chew my first baby. She bring a lot of joy in our life.

I can't really express how that feel on that happiness but for those who already in parenthood shall understand what i mean.

When we was young, from mid twenty till early thirty, me and my wife are really plan on the future especially for career prospective, till come this far in my old age on my 34 years old only we have our first baby.

Some how this been plan, but i still feel that actually this joy shall be come as early as i can, even now wasn't too late to have that joy, but i still feel like we shall have plan that early.



I really love her and my wife as now they been too important for me in my life... nothing compare in the moment, also on the future...



Thanks for bring me this joy... let me feel meaningful in my life...