License to kill

Base on the current news release of the suspect Abdul Razak Baginda from the case of Altantuya Shaaribu, showing that justice in Malaysia are heading to the new Era on showing the Political power above the law continuously by showed on "License to kill".

Cronyism still the only way..... after 51 years of independance in persuiting Malaysia growth....

One day

Human have very complecate mind & emotion, and it change most of the time under certain elemens...

What do we want for live ....
What do we need for relationship....
What do we expecting from people around you....
What do we need from this world....

After the long time chassing here and there, compare these and those....

One day, when we know what we need....
One day, when we know what relationship been looking for....
One day, when we know what we expecting from peoples around you....
One day, when we know what we need from this world....

Someone get what they want....
Someone still chassing for that....
Someone give up....


来也冲冲。。。 去也冲冲。。。
一生何求。。。

Tear in Heaven...

I have a very close friend of mine name Ary (Khurairy Said), we know each others since 1997 when i have start my job at Corner Peripheral ( now know as Seagate).

He was a technician for tape drive testing department, i am a technician from process engineering.

Over this years we been able to keep in touch and once a while we have some "tea tarik" session.
He having very strong in technical knowledge in term on computer hardware, which i get a lot of help from help before i joint Gateway Computer.

He also one of my source when his company have those refurbish unit, from their engineering & customer return sample. I bought couple desktop & hardware from him. So indirectly he is my main contact when i need a low cost desktop. With that he also provide me the unlimitation technical supported. I am ready appriciated that.

On my last time meeting him on early Oct 2008, he still doing me a favor on desktop hardwares. and advise on those solution on technical issue i have on those desktop i bought since 3 to 4 years back. He did that more toward friendship then favor. As we been sustaint out friendship since 1997.

More then 10 years we know each others, last fews days whihc 23 Oct i received a message from Skype on my others friend said he was passaway on that morning, i wasn'tbelieve that as we been jokes around most of the time, but with that i still make a long distance call to get this clarify, and finally i got the firm comfirmation that was true.... My friend Ary he was passaway.

In this fews days i keep gotten those sad message to notify not this bad news. The postmortem report mention that he dead under 'Acute Poisioning' by locked himself in a room.

What 'Acute Poisioning' mean..... .....

It's mean to me... due to toxic air in that room??? or other dose of drag ??? or food ???

it's mean to me more toward suicide, as he locked himself in the room...???
We don;t know how true is that, but only God.

What causing him can't till he make that decission cause he still having the good dinner session with another friend a week before.... mistery....

Human live always full of challenging pressurefull...
Everybody known that....
Direct & indirectly pressure from those elemens (Family relationship, Financial, Future career...etc) always being compare indirectly...

May God bless him in Heaven... safe his soul and safe his family future

Good bye Ary.... take a good rest and have fun in Heaven...

Miss you

it's my 2nd time away from my baby in the condition of she having fever. Even this time wasn't feel that bad like very first time i leave her under her fever condition.

She turn 1 year old now, in the comminucate with my wife she still having fever last night. That make me feel useless as i am away from home, just can pray for her recover soon and come back to me as soon as possible.

But the date for her to be here with me kind like set at beginning of Nov, and it's look to me still 3 week to go. I hope this date can come early.

I miss her badly today, until indirectly when i cook my lucnh today i sang a song which i used to sang for her when i hold her to sleep at night.

Live is great, which you have some one to miss in your life. Espacially when you miss you baby even on that moment you feel sad but good to know this perfect feel. This real feel wasn't come to your live frequent.

It's only come when someone & something you love wasn't being around you.

I learn that miss now from my little baby girl Rachel, she mean a lot to me...

I love you.... & miss you always...